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And so.

I have come to the fork on the road.

To turn right or to turn left. 

As much as I want to delay it even deny it, ultimately, I still have to reach this pit stop in my life. 

As the cliche saying that goes, 3 years went pass like “POOF!”  (Okay fine, with some twist to it)

Come Wednesday, it’ll be the FINAL so-called Lecture.

I believe there’s a reason for all these circumstances and I am not a victim of it. 

I refuse to concede to the notion that I am a victim of circumstance. (Whoever said that only have themselves to blame not the environment).

Been discussing with friends about the many options (if not constraint by finance it would have been less of a challenge); local Uni, overseas Uni, Private Uni, working…. GAH!

And the weird thing is, I’m so passive I discuss this with my friends without even consulting the people who have more direct effect on my decisions; my parents. I keep giving excuses like it’s not the right time yet and all those humbags. 

I should learn to stop assuming what people want and that people can only understand me if I open my mouth and talk. As introvert as I might be, I still need to open up. 

 

 

Dear God, 

Teach me to calm my soul and wait upon You. 

Grant me peace with whichever decision I will make.

May You take center stage in my life. Orchestrate it so I may be a beautiful music pleasing to You.

I thank You dear Jesus even for this privilege to have a hope in You.

In Jesus’ precious name I pray,

Amen

Love,

ljcl

Bee Gone.

Well, Research Paper down.

Research Paper Interview down.

Now is the time to really think of what I want to do after GRADUATION.

Work?

Study?

Whatever it is, I’ll leave everything to God.

And I shall stop worrying about tomorrow for today has enough worries for itself.

I’ll trust God every step of the way.

Anyhow,

I had a wonderful Valentine on 13th February.

Jumbo the George who’s also called Jun Feng and also called Jonathan and I prepared sandwiches and sunken shrivelled cheese sausages. 

*notice the sunken shrivelled cheese sausage?* heex.

The programme for the day was,

Climb trees.

T’was a wonderful BONDING time with George the Jumbo.

 

Feb 14th was a day in Church

To get married witness a wedding.

Following that,

the rest of the day was spent in the kitchen trying to make a steak that turned out to be a black looking THING.

But the macaroni with bolognese sauce turned out alright thanks to my wonderful cooking skills

*yes that’s the black looking THING*

I must thank my WONDERFUL cute Helper for the wonderful job well done cleaning the dishes and mopping the floor afterwards.

And that’s how our food look like in the living room

This was the WONDERUL Lily George who’s also called Jumbo, JunFeng and Jonathan gave me.

I love Lilies! They give off such pleasant scent.

And this is what I gave him as a “surprise” cos he only saw it when at night.

It’s too long to put in a frame.

And to spice things up a bit.

We had candles (which we later put off due to impracticality… we can’t see our FOODDD!)

Did I mention? 

George looked and always has been really adorable 

15 Feb was spent at a Wedding Dinner.

George has a Twin brother who happens to be my TEENY WEENY LITTLE BROTHER.

And then truckloads of close up shots.

WANTED!!!

DEAD OR ALIVE!!!!

And finally, 

Awwwwwww. So heart melting

And second day check up with the Lily.

Still going strong by the day.

I like George who’s been my bestie  for 

1. his patience when I’m having my PMS.

2. always sending me home although he’s really tired.

3. his constant encouragement.

4. saying Grace with me before food.

5. laughing with me when we watch channel 8 7pm/9pm drama serials.

6. his cute love and concern towards his Mom.

7. for always making me laugh.

8. for being so cute.

9. being himself.

 

Goodnight world, I’m getting tired.

 

Love,

ljcl

:)

Well I want to shout it out
From every roof top sing
For now I know
That God is for me, not against me

and sometimes it’s as simple as thinking of Jesus that can make me the whole day.

love,

ljcl

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