wet.

The past few days and especially today had been one of the most agonizing days in my life 

And I’m not exaggerating.

 

I hate it when I have my PMS and think negative thoughts.

Impulsively sending weird messages to my best friend. 

But this time, I think my PMS had gone a bit too far.

 

I couldn’t sleep last night.

Tossing and turning.

Thinking.

Praying.

 

At work, my whole body felt so weak.

And my heart was palpitating so fast, I had to take a breather. 

Somehow, I think everything is going great but me thinking too much is just endangering everything. 

 

But despite all these,

I’m thankful that I’ve grown closer with God. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

you’re still the brightest firefly in my jar.

 

 

love,

lyndel j.