parents.

Recap: 

Check list for this week.

1. Greet the security guards in “Good Morning!” with a smile!

2. Go to the office early and read Exodus.

3. Run after work on Monday, Tuesday and maybe Thursday.

4. Meet up with Sri on Wednesday.

5. Off to KL with Dhillon on Friday.

6. Message Momma and Poppa that I love them. (check!)

7. Talk and dinner with Jojo.  

8. Pray. 

This morning, I felt this je ne se quoi happiness bubbling within me. 

I’m slowly understanding what God wants me to learn from this situation I am now. 

Today was probably a breakthrough for me.

To other people, it is very normal to show affection to their parents.

But not for me. I don’t know what happened along the way while growing up but I stopped being close to my parents long ago. 

I stopped being a daughter to them at some point. Like I was just a tenant in their house. 

And lately, God has been prompting my heart to go back to them once again. Show appreciation, show affection. 

It came a to realisation that I’ve lost them emotionally. 

 

I truly know that deep down in my heart, I love them deeply. 

At the mention of what they have done for me I’d tear profusely.

And today, I finally broke this wall.

I sent them an sms “Good morning ma and pa. Have a wonderful week. Thank you for working all these years. I love you both very much”.

 

My heart warmed up when I received their text.

I had to go to the washroom to let go of my tears. 

And these were the very words I’ve been wanting to hear from them. 

Pa: Thanks. Stay as sweet as u are. You’re such a wonderful daughter. Congratulations for all your great achievements. God bless you always.

Love, 

Pa&Ma

Ma: Thank you! we love you too more than you know. God bless. 

No other string of words can beat those.

No other love from humans can beat a mother and a father’s love. 

 

love,

 

lyndel